Letter to Future-self
So, this is possibly my first personal entry in a long time. The reason why is that I choose not to post things about my personal feelings on the Internet, due to the fact that I feel it’s not interesting enough to be part of a blog. The reason why I am this time, is that this is actually a potentially interesting topic to consider, regardless of how this entry turns out.
I’m considering writing a letter to my future-self, ten years from now. It’s something I’ve always thought about doing, but never got around to. Now, after watching How I Met Your Mother S05E10 – “The Window” for the second or third time, I’m thinking of writing a letter for real.
In the episode, Marshall rediscovers the letter he wrote to himself 15 years ago, where his younger self included all the things he expected to happen by the time he was 30, and insulted himself in advance if he ever became a cold, unfeeling “suit” or businessman/lawyer. After reading this Marshall decides to re-evaluate his current place in life, and what he’d become.
The aim of my letter is the same as any future-letter or time capsule, to help myself to think of the things I’m hoping to achieve in the next ten years, where I’ll be, and what I’ll be doing. It won’t be as aggressive as Marshall’s letter, nor will it be important that I complete everything, but I at least want to give myself some direction.
…Note to self, I must include “destroy a laptop with a sledgehammer”. This laptop trackpad is infuriating, constantly moving the cursor and breaking my sentences. <_<
Anyway, it seems like a good plan, but I’m a little concerned about writing something in my current state of mind, and how it will affect me as I’m writing it, reading it back to myself, and how I’ll feel reading it ten years from now. I don’t want to fill it with depressing thoughts, which is very likely to happen, and accuse myself of being a hopeless, depressed jerk/teenager when I read it again in the future. The other scenario is that reading something like that could undo whatever progress I’ve made since then, sending myself back into a depressed state.
So, I guess all I can really do is try to write as positive as I possibly can, and just try to list what I’m hoping to achieve, with no pressure on future-self. It should be good to give myself something to work towards, trying to keep my plans at least a little bit realistic. I hope I don’t expect too much, or think about the letter everyday for the next ten years and accuse myself for not making enough progress. Somehow I think that would interfere with the success of the exercise…
I’ll try writing it very soon, maybe before I leave for uni. Someone needs to remind me.
I’m interested to see how it goes, it’s an interesting idea to me. Perhaps some of you would like to try it sometime as well, I think it’ll be worth it. Let me know what you think, whether you like the idea, and if you think about these sorts of things often. It’d be awesome if a whole bunch of people could write these letters, and list some of the things their past selves mentioned ten years earlier.
An Internet time capsule… good idea, yes?
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